There is a fine line between genius and insanity. I have erased this line.

"Quit this world, quit the next, quit quitting"

dear xanga,

i quit. your more trouble than your worth as we've all learned over the years. ciao.

"The right things to do are those that keep our violence in abeyance; the wrong things are those that bring it to the fore" -Rober J. Sawyer "Calculating God"

"My idea of an agreeable person is a person who agrees with me" -Benjamin Diraeli

"A dog will look up to you; a cat will look down on you; however, a pig will see you eye to eye and know it has found its equal" - Winston Churchill

"Its the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter" - Marlene Dietrich

"If one only wished to be happy, this could be easily accomplished; but we wish to be happier than other people, and this is always difficult, for we believe others to be happier than they are." - Montesquieu

"You can fool too many of the people too much of the time." - James Thurber -New Yorker-1939-The Owl who was God            

"The most wasted day of all is that during which we have not laughed. - Sebastian R. N. Chamfort

"To be nobody-but yourself -- in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else -- means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight, and never stop fighting." -e. e. cummings

"Arbeit macht frei" -Auschwitz gate

"I saw that all things I feared, and which feared me, had nothing good or bad in them save insofar as the mind was affected by them" -Spinoza

"Please write again soon. Though my own life is filled with activity, letters encourage momentary escape into others lives and I come back to my own with greater contentment." - Elizabeth Forsythe Hailey

"I like trees because they seem more resigned to the way they have to live than other things do." - Willa Cather (1873-1947)

                                love, me

Currently Listening Ten Thousand Angels By Mindy Mccready ten thousand angels + guys do it all the time see related

religion

faith

questions

easily irritated

freezing

painting

sprite

scale

grades

music

books

studying

one tree hill

so my heat went out yesterday. the guy who was supposed to fix it didnt have the part he needed. so we had to wait until today to get the heat working again. last night my room was the same temp. as outside. so much fun.i cant wait till friday. even though i cant bowl. should be a fun weekend.  i love winter...when im cuddled up with someone under a blanket nice and warm. just a few more months. ashlee your not gunna believe it but im pulling an A yes an actual A in math. insane right? anyhoovers, my painting is due on the 14th. ive been working for weeks on it and im terrified that im not going to be done by the deadline.cant wait for dead week. im getting sick of lectures and notes and reviews. anyways now im really running behind. i gotta get my paper done today. sorry i havent commented back on anyone's xanga. ill leave you a note when ive got a bit more time. i love you guys.

love, oreos in math and getting a 100 for a 5 page paper you didnt turn in.

Currently Reading This Present Darkness By Frank E. Peretti see related

today she looked at me ...and smiled

*edit* ok guys dont freak. i didnt dye my hair black. that colour was only for one day. no worries. my hair is going slowly from my insanely blond beach look to my luxurious brown. so dont freak.  i dont have black hair.

pickup trucks

magazines

runway shows

michael kors

that "anorexic" look

curly fries and chicken strips

gas stations

sitting in the woods

"hes everything you want. hes everything you need. hes everything inside of you that you wish you could be."

"what are you doing?" "dancing with you."

leaves

fires and smelling like smoke

water and crackers

smiling all day

arguments that cleanse the soul

hugs

talking

love, the chick

some people are such fucking pathetic losers. just because your a complete ass, you think you can beat up people (but you cant. cause your just a wimp with a big mouth) and you have no life doesnt mean you should keep worrying about other peoples lives. like the chick who left you 7, wait...8! frickin months ago for another guy whose so much better than you and you were too stupid to see she was cheating on you for three weeks. get over it. and shut the fuck up. its been more than half a year. god save me from geeks who think theyre cool.

get over the chick and the guy she left you for. and deal with the fact that your a loser.

Currently Watching Home Room see related

im two quarters and a half now and i dont want to forget how your voice sounds.

  "highschool is no place for kids anymore"

so life goes on. for some. two dead last week. i hope their families are doing ok. i hope their friends are ok. i hope all of you are ok. i hope, i pray, i wish that your more than ok. but none of that really helps, does it? you cant save someone from dying. you cant change how people feel. death. it happens. people do stupid shit. people die. and we can only hope we loved them while they were here. hope we let them know it. hope that we were there when they needed us. hope that we lived our lives to the fullest. hope we never lose someone close to us. again. but we dont do shit. people are still doing stupid shit. and people are still dying. i hate this world sometimes. i hate the stupid people who do stupid shit who are still in it. i want people to know i love them. that i care. i dont want to wake up one day to the ring of the telephone. to a voice telling me my husband is dead, my best friend is dead, my mother, my grandfather, my son, my daughter. god dont do that to me. please. but its going to happen. again and again and again. people i know will die. people i love will die. and theres nothing i can do.

theres a girl who made a very obvious statement last year. your not immortal. we dont realize it sometimes though until its too late. so heres my prayer. god watch over my friends, keep them safe, help them make good decisions and keep them away from the people who make the bad ones. teach them how to love and teach them how to forgive. and teach them that life is worth living. even through the bad parts. because it is.

walk the line

popcorn and sour skittles

mexico

backseats

weight

arguements

scratches

realizing its one in the morning, on a school night

margaritas

lemons

we're speeding!

love,  one two many